My Romeo
I am of 2 minds. I looked at J one evening, I believe it was the evening he made me chips, and I felt the swelling of something as I took in his face, which I quickly quashed. Beginning of complications, I thought. I really like his face. And that he is so so giving. And so selfless... I am afraid I will hurt him, sometimes, being as unsettled as I am. He says I don't send him as much text as I used to when he was in the bush. Which is true, and I haven't looked at why. This morning my problem is that I haven't seen him all week. He works 6 days a week, and the day he will get off will not be a day in the weekend. When will I ever see him? When will we ever go for plays or movies? When will we ever go out dancing? And if we had kids (yes, I know), when would he come for the functions or fun days or whatever? I wanted a boyfriend to share life with, and life's moments with. I don't really have that right now. He's always working...work he loves, and I lo...